I'm goin in for the kill
I'm doin it for the thrill
I'm hopin you'd understand

what is the purpose of cantelope

I don't know...

boredom

boredom scares me.

having nothing to do..

or having no one to do things with...talk to....

loneliness

sit still, sober....lonely

alcohol, ciggys, other things....not lonely, things that distract me

source....silence...still...empty

when i feel...no i always have felt....BLANK

the times i feel ok BLANK...i knew there was someone there....

now...BLANK...blank...BLANK...