i am sorry

i mean no harm.

i don't know how to cure myself from this disease...

which is why i would like to relive myself from this world.

i look for answers from my partners...

i attach myself

i need things

it is me

i recognize it

i need help or else i don't want to live

i want to scream and kill someone with a knife.

i want to run into a wall with all of my anger and frustration and be done with it...

yet it still sits....

i want what my sisters have but i don't know if i can do it

healing

therapists
energy recharge....

maybe...

who knows.

i am sorry Tyler