i hate him. rude, selfish, insecure everything i hate about a human being is in him.

self righteous, world revolving around him, everything always linked back to him.

he must be so and so like me. they must be great like me, she must be so kind like me. yada yada yada

everything is about him to put himself up on a pedastal. everything in his life he needs to take from it and make his own because he can't make it on his own.

then he has that sap childhood memory he uses as an excuse.

oh and the blaming situation he loves to do on everyone. nothing is every his fault so what he says. inside, he knows he has some part to blame but that ego of his...nothing can stop it because he's still racing with himself for acceptance. never learned how to listen to others. never learned how to take himself out of the game and be present with a good heart.

how dare him say he is a kind person. how dare he walk around telling and proclaiming he is a great person. my gosh. no wonder he is not successful. no wonder he has a retarded son. no wonder melissa is his worst enemy. no wonder he has cheap friends that would never give him a dime if he was the last slave on earth.

it's truly sad i am with this kind of person. i am truly sad.

I am stupid. god get me out...