love

i love everyone

kids, dogs, stuffed animals, aquaintances

laughing at things

falling

will

i love you
you are great
you are amazing
you're heart is inside you
i found it but couldn't keep it
i didnt have the strength
i wanted to but i failed
i was tired and collapsed
i wanted to help
i believe in you
i love you


tyler
might be the one

i want to cry forever
i want to feel everything, through my veins, beat of my heart, every living soul in me
i want to explode

i hate myself
i want to feel again
i want to scream
i hate him
i hate myself
im trying

i want to give up
i want to be in the skies, fluffy, light

unfair

the stone wont go away
colors change
but wont leave

i want to scream
someone help me
fly me away

ive fallen in love and don't know what to do
piece of me has been dilluted
why does is hurt to love

nobody
steel
chilled shivers

i hate him
i hate him
haunting me
nothing. please go away

i want to love again
i want to feel
i want to smile

i would like to leave momentarily
just for a few moments
fly me to somewhere where there are crates
silent holes that nobody fills

today for the first time as an adult, i felt love
i wanted to feel love
i wanted to feel free
i wanted to feel
i wanted to cry because i felt something i never thought i would feel
he fills something
but i want to die
i don't want him to know this part of me

i like him
i hate myself
i want him the best
i hate him, i hate everything
i hate myself
but i want to leave everything good
i want to make a difference and disappear
i want people to love and smile like i never will
because it makes me happy
it makes me cry
it make me complete
because nobody should go through this
all i want to give is love
so that no one will feel like me
my family, my friend, my loved ones

i'm so sorry
sorry i make people cry
sad
upset

what do i know

i don't like this planet
but too many people i love to give love before i die

peace
horror
i know
i know everything
please take this away from me
i leave everything to my loved ones. i love my mom, my sisters, my dad, arlene, renee, ricardo, daniel, daniel, axle, will, paul, delilah,

daniel because i can be me
u love me
so does tyler

i want to leave for a moment
just for a moment

i understand
i cant say anything to anyone
nobody i can think of

i think i'm silly
i want to disappear

want to go home and lie in my mom's bed and cry
just cry and then disappear
i want to be with my loved ones but not be present
i want to give them everything i have but not have it in return
i want them to feel love
feel warmth
feel complete
i want to feel that but alone
i don't want people to feel me
because i hate myself

i like big dogs
i like laying with people
i love children because they feel pure joy
i love pure, surreal, waterfall, cotton clouds
i love the feeling of smiles

i was brought up well
otherwise i would not be here
i am responsible
i am sinshine
i would like to be carebears

kids running
freedom to react without judgment
i hate being beautiful
i love it but not for the right reason
i love it when kids smile at me
they know
only they know
because they are pure

i don't like feathers

i feel the reason for alternative world

and fallin

say bye bye

i like noodles. soup noodles. why cant ppl understand my passion for soup noodles?

i hate modeling
i hate fake ppl
i am real

i like myself
but i have drowned

i want to fly

heart of gold

never find it